A million times I’ve missed you, A million times I’ve cried, If love could have saved you, You never would have died. The things I feel most deeply Are the hardest things to say. My darling I have loved you In a very special way. I often sit and think of you And think of how you died. To think I couln’t say good-bye Before you closed your eyes. No one can know my loneliness And no one can see me weeping All my tears from my achin heart While others are sleeping. If i had one life time wish, A dream that could come true. I’d pray to God with all my heart For yesterday and you. Love you always and forever. Jenny xxxxx